okay a short post of my weekend before i head back to study for BF.
friday was spend with my lovely PCD.
we ate pizzahut for dinner&chitty2bang2 was the ultimate goal of this outing but it got canceled due to the rain.
it was super funny la.
if only we recorded the scene when it started to rain at first and this dear adilah was terrified&fat was the victim.
it actually continued after the rain stop but after the movie has passed for one hour plus, it started to rain again so we gave up.
so from the arts museum we head back to plaza sing to chill @ mccafe.
hehe then home around 11 plus(:

then saturday was spend with my MDE clique.
we went to catch our free movie which was SHREK!
thumbs up for the movie(Y)
had macs for lunch&banquet for dinner.
main point, I LOVE VANESSA'S CAMERA. IT WAS SO DAMN HOT. hehe.
camwhore like crazy with thee bitch=vanessa's camera.
first vanessa left, followed by johanna &then it was down to me,gisele&cheryl.
haha. we were telling ourselves glow party again?! wahahaha.
inside joke so anyway, 3 of us didnt realise it was near to 12 we left vivo sky park and try to catch our last train/bus &thank god we did.
home around 12 plus(:

i love my i.s class cause the people so funny to hang out with.
after lessons we headed to makan place to makan lunch tgt.
after that was attic to do project.
bean bag there=shiok! hehe.
okay anyways im going to meet fat n adilah later.
sweet.
its been long since the 3 of us go out.
sunday is my next prac @ 1030 followed by all my theory practices&test.
hope to ace it so i can apply for the rtt.
commom tests is coming up soon and i havent even study yet. shit.
i heard from benedict that next 2 weeks no cheerleading trainings so yah can use the time i have to study.
&guess what? prem' my sister's bf is also uptaking bike license now but at ubi.
cool haha.
yesterday was not a night to remember.

e-learning sucks.
i prefer going to school.
didnt went for cheerleading this week at all cause im packed with assignments&projects.
thanks. feel awfully bad.
then tomorrow i got 3 tests. amazing-_-
my I.S, astats & most importantly my bike theory.
im going to study you the most im for sure.
anyway danial i hope you will change your mind.
cause from the bottom of my heart i still love you very much.

okay friday i met naimah&maisarah for dinner&we decided to have pizza hut for dinner.
saw liqin,kansha&finally azimah!
haha. miss that girl&the rest of the PCD too.
so i met fat on saturday as we wanna head for the flea market @ sentosa that 987fm put up.
really awesome bargain.
got 4 stuff for $23! fyi, its all brand new goods(L)
so after that we laze around at the beach feeling so lazy to play in the sea.
left around 7&headed back to vivo for dinner&for some walk2 around.
saw noh,ain&her family @ sentosa but we saw them again at banquet when we met sally,syidah&adilah(:
(Y)i love my saturday.
this whole week is e-learning so dont need go school so=shiok!
but still got to go back to school on some certain days for cheerleading,project&I.S.
later going for my 2nd bike prac.
hope i can pass it):
should i go for cheer today?

anyway i got to say im a HUGE fan of blair&chuck coupling.
they're just too sweet!
2nd coupling on my list.
first were bella&jacob.
now them(:

since i got nothing to do right now in class, i should blog for a while.
okay yesterday was my first bike practical.
i seriously suck at it):
i kept falling down.
i feel so demoralize.
sighs. obviously i have to go for prac 1 again.
&i booked it on monday which i totally forgot i got cheerleading at 6-_-
the prac will finish around 5.20.
most prob i will rush over to school&then i'll be later than the rest which i have to do the exercise all by myself.
so postpone my prac or not?
hmms..

hey. i changed blogskin.
like finally. hoho.
really like this current one. so pretty(:
anyways yesterday had cheerleading.
okay for the first time we didnt do stretching but we did gymnastics instead.
i can say i suck @ it):
luckily the stunts cheered me up @ the end as i was able to do a almost good elevator&shoulder stand.(Y)
now body all aching.
need to go gym very soon to build up abs&my flexibility.
sighs. then i still need to go for my bike practicals&work.
okay work is soon as im going for an interview tomorrow.
my schedule is so going to be tied down.
bye2 to rest, hello panda eyes&sleeping in class.
its like rewinding back to the past where this usually happens during my sec school time.
how i wish im rich then i dont have to worried about anything at all.
why the sudden avoidance?

okay. its a saturday&i have no plans at all.
im stuck babysitting the boys at home now while girl2&prem heads out-_-
i now this feeling sucks but atleast i can use the time i have now to finish my assignments.
anyways.....
im feeling 18 alot right now(:
trying things that below 18 year olds couldnt.
&the thing i feel most proud of was enrolling myself for class 2b license.
yes i know i've already mentioned it but i still am so excited over it!
what i need now is to get myself a pair of gloves&change my vizer to a clear one for my practical lessons.
am going for my theory lessons on the 23rd may.
after that it wil be my rtt.
i hope God will be on my side all the way so i dont have to repeat anything.
i know its impossible especially for the practical lessons but there is always a thing called miracle right? haha.
k going johor later with danial.
praying it wont rain as it did yesterday night.

you know what's this up here?
haha i applied for bike license!
like finally. im so happy.
first prac is next thursday already.
so fast right?
better also. the faster i get the license, the faster i can own a vehicle.
can imagine myself waking up later then cut my way on the road to school. haha.
im just so excited.
thanks mommy. thanks danial(:
its just so sad that we still do talk but we're not a couple anymore..

sorry for not blogging.
didnt had the mood.
went out with hafidz, gladys, liangrong, caleb& timochin just now(:

hey people. guess what? my boyfriend and i broke up.
isn't that wonderful?
he doesn't want me back.
i can't force him so i got to let him go.
you dont know how much it hurts.
i know 2 years plus relationship isn't more worse than a 4 year plus relationship but we've been through alot.
i can say i really do miss him so much.
naimah,filzah&fat has been very supportive since yesterday.
as for adilah, she just got to know about this&she sent this.
"Haiz.. Can you let him go? i know it won't be easy letting him go.. after all both of you have been together for 2 years plus.. but life goes on.. the world doesnt stop or rewind for us.. no point going after something that is no longer there.. cause we both know it takes 2 hands to clap.. since he has already made his choice, i hope you can move forward and take this as an experience to make you stronger.. cause i know you are a fighter not someone who resigns to fate.. if both of you are meant to be together, you will be even after 5 or 10 years.. just know me and the pcd will be here for you k.. anytime.. and they say crying is good.."
you dont know how much i cry for you bastard.

okay yesterday cheerleading training was much better than wednesday one.
though both days got pt but atleast i could do it!
anyways after training, went kap mac with the cheerleaders.
so fun eating supper with them.
i think im starting to love cheerleading more&more cause the people&the stunts rocks(:
going to visit dear hafiz later with filzah&naimah.
think thats all for now, i shall go finish up whatever assignment i have&can do.
i dont know whether we've broke up but it looks like it. i gotta say i miss him but if thats the choice he wants, guess i gotta move on in life. for now, i need strength.

okay went out with some of my I.S classmates.
will upload all the pictures onto facebook tomorrow.
now kinda lazy plus i wanna go do my assignments soon. haha.
today also had graded assignment&that bloody aiman&afiq video-ed me&posted on facebook. gee thanks-_-
then after class we headed off to marina square to have seoul garden for lunch!
so filling think no dinner for me today. haha.
afterwards sent sinyi off then went to play 2 rounds of bowling=super fun(:
i got some strikes&some spare. cool.
helped marcus choose birthday gift for his cousin from zara.
then it was home with him.
k thats all folks. chao.

okay currently @ my school's atrium with yixuan waiting for cheerleading to start so i might as well blog a while.
EIS lesson was fun yest.
webcam like crazy with yixuan&chuanwah. haha.
i really love this picture above(:
i dont know whether you asked its true or false..

yeah! finally i've gotten myself a dickies backpack.
hahahaha. furthermore, i got it @ a cheaper rate. goodjob!
this is what yixuan will say&do(Y)
&thank you syg(:
i love what i wear today.

okay friday before BIZCA class, i forgot to mention my friends&i also camwhore.
so fun being with them, the people i love to enjoy in poly nowadays.
met meera after class&chilled for a while before cheerleading starts.
seriously, the stretching can really kill you!
cause after training so far, my whole body can really ache.
then yesterday, actually had 1L04 class outing but alot of people couldnt make it cause it was like a last minute thing& im quite sad to say im one of those people who couldnt make it):
anyways i promise them i would make it for the genting trip that we're planning to go together in the june hoildays! yeah.........(:
so yesterday afternoon i met syg.
we went to watch kick ass.
damn funny movie. haha.
home around 10pm.
p.s; we're trying to catch up..