was bored when syg was talking on the phone hahs(:






during dinner(:



yeah coke(:

random pictures of syg(:




our photo of the day(:

supposed to meet up with syg yesterday at 5 but it turned out at 7 at the end-.- nvm as long i met up with him was good already. wanted to spend more time with him actually as my exams were over but he was tired after racing at johor so ya i cut him some slack(: anyways we went to leisure park. had nothing there really. he was just wanting to hint me about iceskating. ya right syg its expensive pls dont k? haha(: anyways after that, headed for dinner at eastcoast for satay. wooh! not as nice as other satays we know. anyways sat for a while there& for me i took lots of pictures. hehe. after that home-d at midnight. really had a long talk together. finally. i missed him so so much. hees(: only my girls know about it. haha. feel so great having such close friends like them(: anyways school today& checked some papers. pass poa paper2&science! so shocking cause i didnt studied for it as i concentrated on maths but guess what? i failed maths by 6 marks. why? God pls tell me why. i really tried so hard. i told my ladies that i will squad down and cry if i failed maths&really i did): dont know it meant so much for me. maybe with all the hard work teachers, sally& adilah have been putting effort on me since last year. i feel i really wanto give them an A but sadly i havent give them one yet): tomorrow its half day& dont know what the plan we girls are going to have. the plain is to slack over at my house. not sure about that yet. haha.

to melville; thank you for being my only partner. yes you dont know how to cheer a person up but you will atleast make me smile(: since sec2 til now. im touched that even though what im going through, you're still there for me. you didnt change your friendship towards me at all. thank you so much. i love you(: anyways i owe you something. give me time to give it to you k? anyways happy belated birthday(: so sorry i didnt wished you happy sweet 16 birthday on the 3rdaugust. was concentrating too much on my prelims. so sorry buddy): i feel awfully bad.

to bala; thank you for your encouraging words. im always touched that you know what ever is going on in my life. so sorry i dont tell you what happens to me but thank you for being one of my best guyfriend(: love you for being the friend who comes always to cheer me up(:

to saaban; thank you for cheering me up. sorry i cried. haha. lets work hard togther k? love you for being a friend who makes me laugh everytime(: dont put the blame on dnt k? we'll work doubly harder for n levels now(:

to grace; no use crying k girl? you can do it i know you can. maybe with just careless mistakes, you didnt do that great. work harder together with anna&teachers k? its not the end yet. now strive more&ever further. love you(:

to sally; im sorry girl but i love you for being the only babe who havent given up on me yet. i havent scored my a for you yet. i promise im going to try to still for my n level. pls give my more intensive tuition for maths now. im going stop being stubborn& be more focus now. thank you for giving me another chance(:

to rafidah,syuhaidah,naimah,maisarah&filzah; pls girls its not the end yet. let strive further&even more harder k? i know nothing can stop us. lets go up together. i know that you all wanto. thank you for bring me even more up(: i was stupid for crying but i hope you guys understand why i did cried& maisarah, thank you for being the one who come& find me. i love you guys(:

to mr ng&mr kuan; my maths teachers. im sorry i havent pass maths yet. thank you for encouraging me alot. especially mr ng when you dont teach me anything at all. your words are really so touching&motivating i cried when you talked over me at the phone. &mr kuan i will do my best. thank you teachers that you know i really did my best but im not going to stop yet(: i love my teachers

to girlgirl; sis i told you im going to score 3points& i will really get it. im going to show off to eveyone my certificate when i get it. im gonna make you proud i swear. im going to show everyone that we're a smart family even though in this f*cked up life. i wanna bring a future for you&abah(: i love our family

&lastly to my dearest boyfriend; thank you for your words. i know you're not really a person who can cheer people up but you tried&you did. pls take care. i dont want anything to happen to you at all. like i say before, i hope you can be beside me to motivate me all the way. i wanna be that girl that people will look up to& say you got the greatest girlfriend& yes im going to try. pls stand by me. i love you so much syg

p.s; i teared again as i typed all of this down. thank you my loved ones(:

me&syu had to sit on papers!(: