okays. im posting what happened on my saturday now so late as i dont wish to use the com tomorrow. i wanto study the whole, whole day. english& social studies are just next week. going to concentrate the other subjects later.

supposed to wake up 9am today but i overslept& yes i was abit late for english consultation. had to wait for everyone to come before mrs norlinda wants to start. we started around 10.30& ended around 12.30. filzah, me, syuhaidah, adilah& faizal went for her consultation. we started late as syu& fil were late. so while wating, i told adilah& faizal about 4bia. ha. they got scared too. hehe.

anyways left school with syu. the 3 of them dispersed from us very quickly after mrs norlinda 'dismissed' us. we went econ to grab a bite. then it was home(: sangeet bought me macdonald breakfast. yeah! thanks sis(:

ate once i reached home. after a while when im done with eating, i fell asleep on the sofa when i was watching videos from youtube. woke up around 3 to syg's messages. my body just felt so tired. ha.

night time. met boyfriend. he's late. sighs. went to catch fireworks& it was then dinner at east coast. seafood again! haha. miss megatron already. hmms. didnt go for the meeting. dreadfully tired& maybe cause i got no mood. sorry sally& gang for not coming. i will make it up to you guys soon.

sibuk translation. its like you're being annoying. i could not control. i blew. right smack there, a train of hurtful words. when im pissed, i can really be nasty. nethertheless you ruined my day. less spending together, perhaps she wants to have the day to themselves alone, just the two of them& no one else. maybe he doesnt know that until she had to said it out. but pls, thought you should know. there's more to say but in reality, i have spoken to you already. im not going to say more. ee sibuk

even though i just posted a harsh paragraph, im sorry. its the first time i see you teared. im sorry. but i could not resist any longer. i had to. i hope you understand. even though we face problem or even we argued, that doesnt mean i changed my love towards you boy. dont feel sad. im already happy. being together with you. i maybe sad or angry at times but its because we went too far& not because being with you. pls smile. i also want you to be happy. tears& frustration will burn out fast but happiness& love is not that very easily. all it takes, one word, trust(:
p.s; to my dear precious boyfriend, i love you