okays prelims have started already. wednesday was MLB paper1&2 for me. so i dint really had to study for it. then i had social studies paper after that. man study so hard for it& DAMN. i forgot some points): it was a long day with 3papers. i just found out something. joshua says drinking redbull makes you loose hair. oh damn. think im having it-.- anyways thursday was freaking maths paper1&biology. man im so weak in 3 subjects; SS, HISTORY& BIOLOGY. it shows i cannot memorise. i regretted following my sister's choice. i should of take physics even though its hard. what the hell. its too late already sunita. anyway on wednesday night, sally came over to my house to tutor me maths. she's the best teacher(: no one can replace her. i love her to the core!!(: i could do maths. yippie(: but i couldnt do bio): its too hard i tell ya. everyone was complaining that both bio&physics is DAMN hard! after papers, had s short consultation for dnt with mr tan. after that met the girls at canteen to catch lunch as i would be having english consultation with mrs norlinda(: actually its me,syu&filzah only but then rafidah forgot to bring her keys so she came along with us. haha(: left school around 5. home-d around 530pm. didnt study much as the next day was english papers only. i kept on sleeping as i had lack of sleep for the past few days. thank god i could do it(: paper2 was a bit complicating as the questions were twisting&turning around. after school, slacked with maisarah, syuhaidah, naimah& adilah under the block=void deck(duh!(:) home-d around 2 o'clock.
bathe,eat& slept. woke up around 5.30pm as im meeting cheeyen for poa. with the 2hour of rest really helps alot. after blogging im definitely going to knock off. we only like study for 10minutes? the rest we were gossiping&talking about our life! so fun(:
home-d around 1130pm. ghost festival has started. going to stay home of if i go out, im gonna be home early. there's so much to post actually but im damn tired. sorry people.

i dont understand why,
its my prelims now but i so much wanto see you,
i miss you dearly syg,
i love you so much thats why,
it doesnt hurt if i wanto see you for a while,
now i talk to you,
you dont seem you have the mood,
i ask you why,
& you'll answer me nothing,
i know you well syg you yourself know,
i sometimes feel being part of your life is useless,
i dont know,
it makes me fall to the ground&break down,
nothing is working right for us this week,
maybe im selfish& i need to understand,
but i know it takes 2hands to clap,
girls have instinct,
dont you dare lie to me about anything,
cause i can tell,
maybe i should leave you alone for the meantime,
or prefably,
please tell me what you actually want,
im waiting,
im sick&tired of speaking up 1st,
this time im going wait,
p.s; to my dearest boyfriend